I'm not ignorant to the fact that people have families, jobs and obligations that take up much of their time. But, I have never met anyone who didn't make time for those they wanted to make time for. My best friend and I don't hang out as often as I'd like too but she always makes time to meet me for lunch at least once a month. She's got a husband, three kids and a full time job. I matter to her so she makes an effort.
Now, this post isn't to hate on my friends that have not made time for me. It's just a simple query to those who may be experiencing the same as me. I don't want to cut my friends out, some of them I've been friends with for more than a decade. But thinking about being blown off and not reached out to kind of hurts. I feel a bit immature to be writing this at my age but with age your feelings of worthiness don't go away. I still want to feel like I'm wanted. I still want to feel like my friends want to see me. I still want my friends to miss hearing my laugh or stupid joke. I still want my friends to say it's summer, let me make time for Tamieka. Even for an hour. Ya know??