I wonder, is there a cure?
Will my life remain a series of failures?
When you survive a failure what exactly constitutes as success?
I'm in a middle part of my life. Middle aged. Yes at 40. Looking back on the past 40, what can I grasp onto and say great job T? Today I was talking about getting a new job and my aunt suggested working at a supermarket. That's where she thinks my skill set is best suited. Bagging groceries. My mom will say I've been a successful daughter and she's so proud of me. I believe that she believes that wholeheartedly...but if I don't believe it about me does it matter??
I wonder what most people would say is a failure?
By choosing to follow my mind and not my heart did I fail myself?
Is life just one big failure made up of little failures?
I know that I am capable of so much more than what I have in front of me. I've spent years trying to show any and all that I'm willing and able. Following my heart led me astray. Following the money led me astray. Kind of confused as to which path is next. Life is crazy. I'm incredibly grateful to be living it but I can't help but question the why's of it. So on this Friday night...
Should I continue to dream about turning my failures into successes?
Do I pray to God to help me find a way towards true happiness?
When will my day in the sun come?