I don't feel any different physically. I don't even feel any different emotionally. The only thing that is different between today and and March 15th 2014 is that I'm thinking a bit more than I used too. That over thinking that many people attribute to being a writer has come in the form of asking the question now what? Is it all down hill from here? I mean I am technically....based on current life expectancy studies....middle aged. Am I falling into the sunset of my life? Geez....too many questions.
Oh well, i'm not sure those answers will be ever really answered. I will always want more and put expectations on myself. That definitely will never change. So, the question now what, will forever remain within me as long as I live. It will follow me like a lurking shadow waiting for the right time to reveal itself. All that I can say is that i'm 40 yes, and I believe I have so much more to contribute.....