Today was kinda rough. I had a bit of an internal pity party.....we're all allowed that from time to time right? It's weird because I was in between two feelings of emotion. On one hand I felt guilty about my pity party and on the other hand, I felt like it was deserved. I would have loved to had met up with some girlfriends for a drink, but I don't have friends like that. I'm grateful for the ones I have but well my friendships with them aren't the kind where they drop what they're doing in a moments notice to support. Everything is scheduled...welcome to 2014. I tried to get my cousin to go out to dinner with me....my treat...but she wasn't hungry. I felt like the odds were against me today.
And then.....I started typing this. It's okay to feel down but as long as you remember that tomorrow is another day and it could be worse, things will be better. I also realized that if I'm not 100% satisfied with the state of my relationships its okay. Those relationships are there for a reasons and they serve a purpose. That doesn't mean you can't go out and create new relationships. I guess, aha moments are popping up with each key I press haha. Anyway....have a great day and remember to look in the mirror and tell yourself you matter and that you are loved :-)
And then.....I started typing this. It's okay to feel down but as long as you remember that tomorrow is another day and it could be worse, things will be better. I also realized that if I'm not 100% satisfied with the state of my relationships its okay. Those relationships are there for a reasons and they serve a purpose. That doesn't mean you can't go out and create new relationships. I guess, aha moments are popping up with each key I press haha. Anyway....have a great day and remember to look in the mirror and tell yourself you matter and that you are loved :-)
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